this is hard

I just got back from Haiti Saturday and I already miss it. Every time I think about Haiti, the kids or Shane I cry...so I've cried a lot. ha. The week seemed so short but it was packed with amazing"ness". I will write more about my days there later. My heart has been hurting today, it's so hard for me to come back after my trips like this...I don't know how to describe the feeling, maybe kinda empty?? I think it just means that I can't stop with just that...that I cannot go back to normal, that I have to continue to find ways to love with my life. I hope I can get back into things here this week and I use this new experience of God to strengthen my faith and relationship with Him.