oh he makes me smile.

So it's been about 6 or so months (which is a long time for me) since I began dating this really great guy and I'm soooo happy. He still makes me so nervous and excited...
It's crazy how things fell together for us...for example--He was going to move to his favorite city ever and for some reason decided to change his mind and stay here!! (God) Although that company missed out on a super great person, I am definitely thankful for his decision!!!
He really is an amazing person and he treats me so great...it's kinda weird but I'm not complaining ;)He does so many things with me and he loves missions! we got the chance to go to Haiti together. The fact that he loves my passion is so wonderful. I especially love his love for God and for people. He has such a wonderful heart and is so intelligent. He definitely is going places...I just hope I'm going with him. (and that he feels kinda the same way)

this is hard

I just got back from Haiti Saturday and I already miss it. Every time I think about Haiti, the kids or Shane I cry...so I've cried a lot. ha. The week seemed so short but it was packed with amazing"ness". I will write more about my days there later. My heart has been hurting today, it's so hard for me to come back after my trips like this...I don't know how to describe the feeling, maybe kinda empty?? I think it just means that I can't stop with just that...that I cannot go back to normal, that I have to continue to find ways to love with my life. I hope I can get back into things here this week and I use this new experience of God to strengthen my faith and relationship with Him.