did I do that??!

Man, this last month has been exhausting! I have been living out of a suitcase, I'm in a different house each week... and the decisions I finally made are not coming together. I feel stupid for making such big changes without something concrete ahead of me. I'm trying to stay positive and kinda just push it out of my mind...but that's a little impossible since I'm homeless, will be unemployed in a few weeks and have no solid plans for after that. Sometimes I don't know whether to get mad at myself, cry or laugh! I don't have it all together. It's all an adventure at first until you wake up and realize...maybe I should have thought through this and planned a little more!Ha. So I guess since I've screwed everything up I need to stop. Next step....let God take control and just know that He will work through my mess and make it something awesome.